I had fun with the cedar peeps in KTV again today.. got all high n sang for like 5hrs!! hahas... jump sofa.. sang at the top of our voice.. i think nth feels more relaxed than this.. hahas..

To my dear fren,
We know you are trying very hard.. at least u are able to open up to us truthfully abt how u feel.. There are many WHYS which are un-explainable.. n i guess it really takes some time to find the answers to some of them.. yupz... we understand le.. maybe we did kind of rush u a little cos we really wan to see u feel happier... heh! Even so... juz rem we will always be here to listen whenever u need to talk.. =)

Finally finished my Spanish.. Think did that 2 page assignment for like 3 hrs??? It's a brain draining homework.. haiz.. Didnt study much today.. Tml need to seriously start mugging liao.. left wif like maybe ard 2 wks.. n judging from all my quizzes, my studies are still in a mess.. Argh! This is worrying...

Anyway check out my very cute sunflower below!

hahas... it's still looking strong wor... =P 

Pooh, Piglet & Sunflower~! =) 

Hahas.. anyway.. i got a nice n big sunflower from Junhao... thankiew~! heh!
it made my day.... hahas... tml shld get a digicam n take a pic of how cute it looks! =)

As i said ytd.. more pics to come.. but cant upload so many le i guess.. if not my blog will take yrs to load! =)

The 'relaxed' poses.. 

this brown pic is so cool~! like the old days.. =)  

Freshies~! 

tHe Megafesties~! 

Hmm.. nth much happen today.. Went for lunch wif Jasmine n Suping.. Hmm..

*Gal, all of us are really worried.. We know it's a tough period for ya... but promise us u'll slowly get over it... yupz.. said this many times le.. but still.. all of us will be here for u.. =)

Had a great day at Huimin's 21st Bday party at Palawan beach..

Again.. we took lotsa photos.. hahas..

On bus 65 to HarbourFront.. Me n pretty roomie! heh! 

Lifen & the bday gal~! 

The whole grp of us were like one of the first few there.. hahas.. 

On the bridge to the opp side of Palawan... 

Look! The southern most part of Asia's continent... hahas.. 

At the very top of the 'tower'.. 

Hmm.. roomie seems sad...  

Oh my!! Wat ya doing??? NOOO! 

Where's roomie????? 

-shocked- 

Ah!!! NO!!! -sobs- 

Roomie is missing... =( 

Hahas.. When i receive more photos den will post them up bah.. more to come~! =)

Good Friday.. Hmm.. went to Hall 2's production today wif roomie n Junhao.. quite an interesting play i would say even though the content is rather abstract.. hahas...

The more thought provoking story: Fast Cars, Fancy Women..

Life's not about taking the fastest lane.. driving the fastest car.. Picking up fancy women.. What's the point if one isnt even happy after acquiring all these.. 'The coldness of human nature, The truth about reality'.. all depicted in the play.. =)

Think my digicam comes in useful nowadays.. been taking quite a number of pics recently.. hahas.. beautiful memories~! realise i didnt take wif roomie! oh no..

pretty jasmine~! 

My face looks so big!! 

Argh!

I am gg to buang my FM quiz for the 2nd time in a row again.. Sux!

Hate it when i did prepare for the quiz & i still cant do the questions.. even the mcqs.. I dunno why... my tears fall again when i handed up the quiz.. Feeling pek cek i guess.. It's not as if i didnt study... i did.. but if my test's not gg to show any positive results.. the process... the efforts i put in will nonetheless be of nil value.. argh! i hate this.. n the thought dat i have to buck up even harder for the final exam totally turns me off!! =(

hahas.. anyway me n roomie took nice photos today.. think we look so great.. i cant help but to post it up.. heh! =P

hahas.. realise we didnt change our pose at all.. hahahas... 

oUr dEaR pOoH n pIGleT~! =P 

do we look alike? hahahas..  

To be together wif....

1. Someone you can live wif
2. Someone you cant live without..

If it's possible.. i choose the latter..

Juz chatted wif a fren who's having some probs in her relationship currently.. Guess wat she said also make me think more bah.. yupz..

Every gal longs for a fairytale relationship.. but how many of such stories actually happen in real life?

* I hope I did help ya in ur problems.. even though i oso dunno exactly wat has happened.. juz dun think too much now yeah? =)

ShuFen is POOR.. really poor... -sobs-

Argh!

Juz saw my bank statement online.. debits more than credits (wow.. accounting! sux..).. think i've never used up so much of my mum's reserves b4... meaning i am left wif zero cents for myself.. argh! n more debits are to be seen this wkend...

I NEED a job.. n hopefully a high-paying one... SOON!

Installing Love

Tech Support: Yes, Ma'am.... how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me though the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart, ma'am?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running, ma'am?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off, ma'am?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support : With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components ." What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry, ma'am. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non- technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you!

Why bother studying so hard for sth when u know eventually... u wun do well?

Guess I am really stressed for AA101.. to the extent i cant control my tears when i feel so irritated... it's a nightmare..

'This is just the beginning.. and there is no end...'

Well.. after tearing quite abit today.. felt better liao.. since i already studied.. dat's the best effort i put in..

i will walk out of the LT smiling tml.. hahas..

This is Jasmine's nick on msn today:
"what have i gotten myself into? What an idiot i am... have you ever seen someone spend $5000 on torture?"

Hahas.. it sounds funny.. but seriously i've never seen her so stressed up b4.. 7 yrs of friendship.. hahas.. she's always the indifferent gal.. cant be bothered abt the stuff ard.. but guess her responsibilities in hall have totally disgusted her.. hmm..

Gal, i think we cant exactly help u alot.. only can complain n sulk wif ya.. hahas.. hang in there.. the wk will be over b4 u know it! =)

*In life, you are constantly looking for something,
but when you finally achieve it,
have you wonder what will happen next?

Lavender~!  

Hahas... I am currently so in lurve with this show 'Lavender".. Juz finished watching 2.5 hrs of the recorded episode i missed ytd.. another show dat never fails to make me tear when i watch it.. heh! The very touching song sang by Leo to Yi Xun in the show:

幸福的瞬间

当秋天 再来的时候 你要我 笑着去爱去拥有
就算是 再短暂的温柔
能重逢 这仁慈已足够
可知道 有些事有些人
停留在 发生的那天不肯走
看时光的残酷 舍不得被遗忘
这命运我很满足 有你陪伴的幸福

为你打开 时间的锁 让爱自由 不被它束缚
是哭过 也挣扎过 心让痛辗过
等那一天 落叶静静飘眼前 已不再伤悲
永恒终于相信了幸福的瞬间

为你打开 时间的锁 让爱自由 不被它束缚
每一秒 都不后悔 我陪你体会
过去未来 轻轻重迭 请原谅甜甜的眼泪
感谢今生与你在 幸福的瞬间
依偎

Hahas... This song's my ringtone now.. look at the extent i lurve the show.. heh! =P

hahas.. finally able to enter this site n blog.. my internet at home oso cant quite make it le.. hahas.. supposedly to be studying for quizzes or doing tuts.. end up chatting online.. omg! anyway it's so late le.. i cant quite be bothered to study oso liao.. hahahas..

my new blogskin.. hahas.. credits to Andrew~! heh! help me found this skin & edited most of the stuff.. thankiew~! now all the photos n words are very much visible.. hahahas.. n now it looks so sweet with the pink-alicious piglet background.. hahas.. Junhao says it suits me.. HS says it's cute.. lalala.. i like my new skin... =P

oh.. n check out Junhao's blog under my links.. hahahas.. the horoscpe reflects so well of him.. hahas.. a very cool post... he helped me find my horoscope too! hahas.. thankiew~! helpful Junhao.. heh! =P

oh yeah.. again when i was surfing ard juz now.. came across this.. guess many have read it b4.. but still... i juz decide to blog this since i think it's so true.. =)



When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend or another crush", but you realize that you cannot avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

Another wk since i last posted.. Wanted to blog but again i keep feeling tired after i've done my stuff every night.. delay n delay.. hahas..

Hmm.. Sth happened this wk which kinda let me reflect a little bit abt myself.. Well, I know more abt wat i wan now.. yupz.. I am a stubborn gal.. my heart rules my brain at times.. Certain things juz cant change once i've set my mind on dat.. I know i've hurt u by my decision... Sorry is the only word i can say..

N as quoted from Andrew... 'can means can, cannot means cannot.. i can be touched by ur actions.. but then again.. the actions of many have touched me in my life.. i cant love all of them..' this is like so true n i totally agree on dat.. i think it further tells of my stubborn character bah.. once decision is made.. end of story.. yupz.. i dun like explaining alot of stuff either.. juz hope my decision gets respected.. well.. now i sound like a really mean gal.. =P

Gg to be another hectic week ahead.. quizzes n presentation.. wish me luck.. hahas.. guess it's some time later till i'll post another entry bah... =)

It's been quite some time since i last updated.. heh! Had an eventful wk.. Shall do abit of recalling.. =)

Sat: Had night cycling.. hahas.. even though i cant cycle.. still join the event as general helper.. hahas.. but me n shan realise a bit useless since we were sitting in the car.. so nx yr we shall try learn how to cycle n join the activity as cyclists! hahas.. hopefully wat we wish comes true.. oops!

Sun: My 20th Bday! Yeah! hahas.. this yr's bday kinda special.. 1/4 of the day spent at night cycling.. hahas.. after a gd slp in the afternoon.. went Suntec meet the usual cedar clique for dinner at NYDC.. oh.. wif Mervin & Xuan An oso.. hahas.. Thanx pple for celebrating my bday wif me yr after yr without fail.. hahas.. n i am always the lucky one who gets the full amount of the pressies.. with this yr being an exception since i cant choose wat to get.. hahas! U guys brought me so much joy.. i guess any bday celebration without u all doesnt seem dat complete yeah? heh! The hall clique celebrated for me at night.. b4 it turns 12.. hahas.. thanx for the pressies! the photo album & msgs were so sweet~! it's really a surprise =)

Mon: Went to watch 'A Moment To Remember' with Timothy & Jasmine.. this show is super duper touching.. it's been quite some time since i last teared at movies liao.. hahas.. me n jas were like crying n wif no tissues wif us!! hahas.. recommended movie definitely!! the male lead is so sweet towards the gal.. n the gal super chio! hahas... oops!

Tues: hahas.. it's movie again for me.. this time 'Hide & Seek'... ok lah.. certain parts were scary.. n as usual i close my ears.. dunno why.. a natural reaction for me when i watch scary shows.. n yet i lurve watching them.. hmm.. hahas.. Nice show too! hahas..

The rest of the wk predominantly spend on doing marketing project bah.. these few late nights.. haiz.. juz had a rehearsal wif shan.. hopefully things go on smoothyly tml n dat i dun talk like a bullet train! hahahas...

*I need to sit down n think.. seriously..
I am indifferent..
but do others feel the same way?

cuddly cute bears frm NYDC~!