yeah! my blog finally has a new look.. hahas.. me sick of the old skin liao.. love this new one.. even though i think the template looks abit lovey-dovey.. n it doesnt apply to me now.. oops! hahahas.. n it's so pink-alicious! =P Thought i will spend a long time editing it.. but not really.. hahas.. my HTML is improving... yeah~!

Well.. actually supposedly to read FM one.. but heard sth unpleasant from my fren abt her family.. kinda affected me..

I was shocked by wat she said.. it happened earlier this mth but i only came to realise it today..

Gal.. i admire u for being so strong n independent as wat u always are.. i dunno wat to say so that u will feel better.. i am bad at consoling pple.. u still sound so cheerful when u msn me.. n yet all i can say is 'take care'... Rem all of us are there whenever u need to talk..

yupz.. dat very short conversation made me realise how unpredictable life can be sometimes.. Cherish the pple ard u before it's too late...

I think i am seriously gg to da bao accounting..

Tried to do my tut earlier n i seriously dun get wat the heck dat module is talking abt.. Unadjusted trial balance? Deferred or accrued account? yucks!!

I am pissed..

It's like the 4th tutorial liao.. I shld be able to at least have some faint idea about wat all these is abt.. UNFORTUNATELY.. i dont.. i juz hate the module more..

Wasted my time.. If only i know the tut sux.. damn..

I am in accountancy.. n yet i dislike the most basic module.. Wat is happening to me??

Been trying to change my blog skin for the past 2hrs.. cant find the one which i saw this afternoon! argh! my memory's getting poorer.. think till the day i find dat.. my blog shall remain this way.. hahas..

Mervin didi juz left our room.. hahas.. he came all the way frm bishan to pick us up for supper.. hahahas.. oops! thanx bro~! Went NUS prata shop there.. the banana cheese prata super yummy~! wif honey on top somemore.. hahas.. *drools* reminds me of the banana crumble i had wif shan n clique in Swensens' last wk.. ytd had extra banana in my fondue too! oh no.. i am so in love wif bananas.. hahas.. =P

Currently downloading this Maplestory game which Mervin intro me n shan to.. hahas.. the game looks cute.. but setup file super big.. Shall go explore it after installing which is like tml morning.. hahas...

I am in hall on a Fri nite.. or shld i say Sat morn.. =(

Met up wif Suping n Jasmine today for a shopping spree in town.. n guess i have to declare officially dat i am gg to be broke soon.. now that i've become a super shopaholic... buying stuff each n every time when i go shopping.. oops! today bought a top, dress, earrings.. hahas.. i need to stop all my shopping trips!!

We shld be having fun today if not for dat stupid thief who stole Jasmine's hp.. She was just calling me n like 15mins later.. the hp is gone? Till now, we cant even figure out how it got stolen since all the scenarios dun quite seem to make sense.. Why would anyone wanna steal an 8250?? Gosh!

Juz finished our marketing analysis at like 3am... hahas.. luckily all of us stay in hall man.. makes things a bit easier sometimes.. heh! hopefully presentation goes smoothly on fri..

i dun like my mood swings today.. muz be due to PMS.. feel so pek cek today during Spanish tut when i dun understand wat is gg on.. marketing lect bores me so much dat i left b4 it ended.. sux man.. wat is wrong wif me today??

I long for the wkends.. again!

I've not felt so much responsibilities on me for a long long time.. school work, subcoms, Megafest n watever i am involved in.. how come everything seems to be due this wk?? It's only Tuesday but the work load seems to be getting heavier each day.. so many deadlines to meet.. seriously i wonder will i be able to get them done?

A fren asked me did i ever regret being involved in all these.. i told him i dunno how to answer his question.. hahas.. I only feel tired.. really tired at times.. but still things have to be done..

My sch work's kinda messy too.. have been lagging since sch started.. even though did read thru some chaps.. but i think nth gets into my head.. oops! n i realise better dun pon-teng lessons too much.. like Spanish.. hahas.. i juz skipped a tut last wk n everything sounds so foreign to me during tut today.. as if it's not foreign enuf rite? hahas.. need to catch up big-time..

i juz hope everything i need to do will be completed smoothly..

痴心绝对
想用一杯Latte把你灌醉 好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味 你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会 看见你和他在我面前 证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的 那些憔悴 是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退
我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天
你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔 不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

i lurve this song~! =)

Finally.. hahas.. the past few wks of sweat, pain, complaints.. all over in a single night.. I didnt manage to do my stunts well.. fell n skipped 2 stunts..felt quite bad since i didnt lock myself properly again i guessed.. It happened so fast dat i didnt know how to react.. haiz..

But overall.. i did enjoy myself.. hahas.. thanx to all the others in the team n oso coach.. made really nice frens thru cheerleading.. even though i always complain n react quite negatively to the earlier practices.. hahas.. can really feel our team spirit today! great job~! heh! =P

nInErs cHeErLeAdErS~!  

tHe cHeErLeAdInG cHiO bUs.. wahahas~! 

mAsCoT kEnNy~! 

nEw fOrMaTiOn b4 tHe cOmPeTiTiOn..  

mE n rOoMie~! =) 

Finally.. lessons ended for the entire wk.. been quite busy wif sch, cheerleading, bash, meetings.. hahas.. now having some time to myself slacking.. Finally..

Sch started.. 1st wk already i start ponning the make-up lects.. hahas.. cant blame me.. i dun understand wat dat Indian prof is talking abt.. stats lect.. argh! reminds me of the days in cedar when me n the clique have to self-taught both our e.maths n a.maths.. luckily still managed getting A1s in the end.. =P hopefully self-teaching will help for stats.. hahas.. n FM sem.. goodness.. i juz came back from dat.. another alien talking.. dunno which country dat tutor comes from.. speaks so softly, swallowing his words wif a weird accent oso.. Again, i sat behind the class stoning.. think my 'stoning' skills deserve some brushing up this sem.. hahahas..

Realise how complex pple can be sometimes.. This action today.. another tml.. Why cant things be simpler n maybe more transparent?

* A guy & a girl can be just friends but at one point or another, one of them'll fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe, just maybe... forever...

The quote above.. so sweet rite? hahas.. =)

I deleted my last post.. was in a really bad mood dat day.. ended up u guys have to hear me bitch about someone, who totally disgusted me, in my blog.. hahas.. oops!

Happy New Year pple~!

Shall update u guys on wat i did the previous few days.. hahas..

31 Dec: Last day of 2004~! hahas.. went celebrate wif Kenny, Henry, JunHao n shan at ECP.. hahas.. wonderful night~! played wif sparklers.. sat down eat n talk talk.. hahas.. a different way to celebrate the new year bah.. as compared to gg countdowns n stuff.. it's quieter n most impt: dun have to squeeze wif the crowd! hahas..

1st Jan: Went to watch Meet The Fockers wif Alex n Yunkai.. hahas.. it's a damn corny show.. but quite R-rated i think.. hahas.. anyone who needs a good laugh can go watch this! certain parts are totally hilarious.. =P Oh.. n I borrowed The Da Vinci Code from Alex.. hahas.. decided dat i shall start reading once again in this brand new year.. have not touched a story bk since like er... JC1? hahahas..

2nd Jan: Had to come back hall at 1pm for cheerleading.. totally spoil my day.. Purposely came late cos wanna stay for awhile more at home.. reached at 130 n dat coach aint even here.. what the.. he was the one who requested 1pm lorz.. had i knew abt this.. i wld be even smarter n reach at 3pm.. hahas.. maybe nx time shall juz come 2hrs late.. argh! luckily it ended earlier than expected.. well.. learnt some new stunts today.. not exactly dat bad afterall except for my bruised left hand.. hahas..

Again, i dreaded coming back here again today.. Dun understand why i feel this way.. Was thinking quite a lot along the whole journey from amk to boon lay.. Hmm..

*When was the last time u smile from the bottom of ur heart?

I couldnt answer this simple question..